I've always had a problem with meeting new people irl, like, I'm just awkward around new people. Once I settle in with someone [for lack of a better term], I'm completely fine. I'm also pretty bad with making small-talk with people I don't know well, and I always come across as awkward.
And now I'm heading off to boarding school in a few days, where I know no one and most people know each other. Not to mention I've been at an all girls school for most of my schooling, and now I'm going to a co-ed school, which means I'm gonna have to socialize with guys at school, which I haven't done since I was like 8
To top it all off, I'm gonna have to deal with more girl drama than at a normal girls school [which, by the way, is still a LOT], since there's going to be guys there too.
I kinda wish something would just hyper beam me to death before school starts so I don't have to try and make new friends.